This message has really has broken my spirit and I feel so small inside asking for help, but I’ve been homeless since the pandemic and asked for online help but got disrespectful insults such as loser, scum, white trash, freeloader, scammer, lazy bum etc! It really hurt my feelings when people message me to interrogate or chastise my situation.
I’m embarrassed to show my face!!!
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I’m 24 and with asperger and bipolar; my life fell apart after my first “manic episode” - it was the most amazing time of my life; I felt like Jesus Christ; everyone thought I was going crazy, while I felt phenomenal; shopping spree, promiscuity, impulsivity, compulsion, grandiosity etc - unfortunately!.
Eventually my delusion led to psychosis and I crashed.
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I eventually got help.
No one seem to know what triggered my first manic episode.
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Fiancé dumped me because she didn’t support my dreams; both parents died in 2022 year and my spirit is really broken.
I wish someone would just hold me and hug me… Please don’t reject me; rejection really hurts! I feel like I’m under a spiritual attack!
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I stay in hostels whenever I can afford; however the CalWORKs Housing Support Program (HSP) is assisting me in getting an apartment but I’m on their waiting list “For Monthsss”— they’re also finding me a “Job” as part of their program for the homeless.
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Now I’m homeless and trying to hard to level up.
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I literally have no food and my EBT reloads at the end of the month.
Can you help me get a Hostel for a few nights please? Or, can you send me an Egift to BUY FOOD at Wholefood, Trader Joe, Target, Amazon Egift Please? Message me.
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Thank You!
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I absolutely love playing the guitar; if you can buy me a cheap or used acoustic guitar it would be the best gift ever!
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Thank you!
Text me if you wish
Al
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