Bodybuilding Dream - Help me grow!

I want to grow.
I'm 28, 6'4, 215lbs with a good build.
I'm not new to the gym, but for years all I think about is getting bigger, absolutely massive.
I want to compete and win! However the catch is, this turns out to be a very expensive hobby.
The price for a coach to help you prep for a show for 16-20 weeks, the supplementation, gear, and the entry fees are outstanding.
I know not many young gay men compete in this field and I am excited to do so and possibly inspire other to strive for their dreams in a pursuit that may not seem achievable.
I am looking for some financial help for me to reach this goal and compete.
Anything will help.
Please feel free to reach out and we can discuss this further and fee free to ask questions.
Thank you!